“I see my path, but I don't know where it leads. Not knowing where I'm going is what inspires me to travel it.” - Rosalia de Castro. I'm a 28 year old Peace Corps Volunteer in Zambia working with rural fish farmers.

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Where there is no Doctor

So I've just got back from Lusaka. I unexpectedly had to go last Friday because I developed a strange rash and abscess on my head causeing swollem lymph nodes. I have to hand it to PC though, they don't take any chances. I called them from my village and said they wanted me to head to Lusaka right away. Well this was on Thursday afternoon at 1pm. I had to hurry and pack up and talk with people in my village about meetings I would need to cancel. They were very concerned. Most of them have never been to Lusaka. Its about an 8 hr drive or so it should have been. I walked an hour to my turn-off in over 100 degree heat and just made it to the PC house before dark. I was exhausted.

I swear, since I went to the Ziwanda ceremony, I've had nothing but bad luck! So I get to the bus station at 5:30am on Friday. All is well until around 1pm, just a couple hours outside of Lusaka when we're driving in the mountains and going fairly fast around a corner and down a hill.....when there's a stopped semi-truck in the middle of the road and an on-coming vehicle. So, our bus (which is one of the large tour buses)... vears off the road and then theres a loud pop and lots of air gushing out. The scary part is....theres a drop-off about 15ft from the road and I'm in a top-heavy tour bus....one of the very large buses. So they get us off the bus....its only over 100 degrees outside and say they finally fix it. We get back on and when they start the bus it just makes a really awful sound. Then someone says its the brakes. Apparently the brake pipe burst so the brakes were locked-up. Well this wasn't a good sign. Especially being in the mountains. I feared that I was the only person with water and everyone started getting restless. I began sms with Jeff our PCVL. Then a Zambian man stated that all we needed to do was find a large rock to break apart the brakes. Well thats great and all, but how were the brakes going to work again. I knew I needed to get out of there. My only option was hitch-hiking. Unlike the states, its fairly safe here. I was chatting with some business men from Lusaka when a truck came along. We ran into the road to make him stop. When we asked for a ride he refused saying he was still working. But I started giving him a really pitiful look and almost started crying saying I just needed to get to Lusaka. Finally he agreed. We hopped in and were off. In the truck we had 2 Tongans, 1 Bemba and a Muzungu. However we had to make 5 business stops along the way. We went to three schools and even met with some Celtel business men about cellular service in the area. They thought I was apart of this group. It was quite funny. So long story short 12hrs after I left Chipata I arrived in Lusaka. It was quite the day.

I met with the PCMO on Saturday morning and got some good medication and was told that I'd be just fine. So I stayed in Lusaka till Tuesday and then came back to Chipata in a fairly uneventful trip....8 hrs this time. Unexpectedly Zach from Central showed up at my door Sunday night. It was a pleasant surprise. I hung out with him and Andrew on Monday all day which was a blast. Those guys are hilarious. So they made my stay just a bit better.

Well I'm about to head back to the village today. I feel like I've been gone forever since I had a workshop the week before last. Next week we have a Youth Career week workshop and then a week after that I'm heading back to Lusaka for In-service training. I'm hoping to go to Tanzania for the holidays with Christi. We want to head up to Arusha and Moshi where Kilimanjaro is. I won't be climbing it this year, but maybe after my service. Its on my life-time to do list. Then I think we are going to head to the Serengeti and see some wild animals. Should be a good time. However we're going to keep a flexible schedule and see what happens.

Please continue to stay in touch with me. Its been great to hear from so many people and recieve some great packages. THANK YOU!!!! Keep in touch!

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Peace Corps: P is for Patience - C is for Challenging

So I'm back in civilization for at least a few days. We are having a counterpart meeting in Chipata this week, meeting with our Department of Fisheries counterparts to discuss our programs and how we are going to accomplish our projects. Its good to see my PCV friends again. Its so strange, but when you reach the Peace Corps house it feels so good to see other white people who speak your own language. Its like this mini America stuck in the middle of Africa!

Don't get me wrong, I love village life, but its really challenging. I'm still having problems with getting my roof completed, a kitchen made, a fence to keep out the man who comes and stalks me every other night at 3am etc. Thats a long story. I believe he means no harm, but its getting old. Being white and a woman in my village is tough sometimes. The men are convinced that I should be marrying them. However I've made some really good friends. This past week was a little bit of an eye opener though...I never realized that poligomy was such a problem in my area. Its definitely a tribal thing. I feel bad for the women, because they have no say in it whatsoever. Since almost all the women rely on there husbands for financial support they can't leave them because they have 5 to 10 children to take care of. It makes me really sad and upset sometimes.

I also attended one of the craziest ceremonies I've ever seen this past week. Its called Ziwanda - where these people, apparently "possessed" by evil spirts dance and sing and do very bizarre things. Its a little graphic for this blog. If you want to know details I'll email them to you. However I was really skeptical before watching the ceremony and I was really freaked out afterwards. My family didn't want me to attend for fear of the evil spirits overtaking my body. I assured them that those spirits were afraid of white people.

I've already started many projects. I've helped a women's group harvest two fish ponds, I've started a youth girls group to help give them empowerment and self confidence and teaching them the importance of staying in school and getting their education. Its going to be a neat group. Next week I'm meeting someone to start a boys youth group as well. I've also been evaluating several potential fish farmers and I'll be starting a women's group with the Chief's wife at some point. So even though I have a lot of time at night to be alone and think too much about life, I'm fairly busy and active during the day. I even have started getting up early every morning to run to the river in back.....its only about 4k but its a start, right?

The day to day things are getting easier, however cooking is still a challenge....but I've mastered making pancakes and "jungle oats" about twenty different ways. With limited food and resources you can get quite creative with your cooking. Its fun and passes the time.

So i found out i'm about 7k from a lodge that has a swimming pool and I met up with Jeff, Christi and Eric for a swim on Sunday. It was great. That morning I was standing at a ceremony watching people possessed with spirits and two hours later I'm swimming at a pool and eating really good food. Peace Corps is so strange like that. Christi came back to the village with me and spent the night which was really nice. I think everyone in the village was really confused seeing another white person. But we got free transport into town yesterday with a man that was bringing his maize to town to sell. It took about 1.5 hrs to walk to the tarmak in the sweltering heat (over 100 degrees) and then we sat on the side of the road until someone came by. Thats how we travel in PC....its fairly safe and you just hope for the best. I've ridden my bike to town but its fairly taxing and I had too much stuff to bring this time.

Overall this experience continues to be challenging, humbling, frustrating and mostly just really cool! I have inservice training in Lusake in November just before Thanksgiving, so I will get to see all my friends from all over Zambia. I'm really excited about that. Well I'm heading back to the PC house to watch a few movies, make some delicious food and just relax for the rest of the day. Rough, I know. Its funny how my friends at home are just about to get up and go to their jobs. Hmmmm....I don't miss that one bit. Africa's not so bad after all. I do miss everyone at home though.